Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Princess' Writer's Block

The Princess experiences her first case of writer's block in her short history of blog writing. Was I running out of brillant ideas? Or Was I giving myself too much pressure to write a very excellent article?

No, neither.

It is the act of self-censorship playing its role here.... As more and more people realize who the actual person behind the facade is, it is difficult to write a piece of article without offending someone. Somehow, the cloak of anonymity is gone.

No more torrid gossips and rumors.... No more bitching about ugly habits of friends...... And no more self-praise on personal beauty and intelligence....... For fear of some impending backlash.....

All prim and proper, just like how a princess should behave. Like how we conform to societal norms and conventions, losing our precious identity as a result.

I began to wonder if we have all become phantoms of the opera, hiding behind some pretty porcelain masks, believing that our real self is hideous.

Perhaps, we have truly become freaks via the act of self censorship of our thoughts, thinking that it make us beautiful.....

Just like ugly guys whom are forced by society to have a good body just to balance the equation a little...... becoming modern-day frankensteins unconsciously...


The world is full of sad cases these days......

1 comment:

MOMAXX said...

You should really write what you truely feel. If not your blog will really be meaningless. If people dun like what you write, you should just tell them to FUCK themselves. Its your blog and none of their business!